I see not now, nor in memory
That beauty which in days past
Filled, inspired, and breathed into me
Love, and fire, and magic cast
I know now no muses
I know now no peace
Only shed blood and faded bruises
As I pray now for release
My dreams, they are empty
No meaning to be found
I take them now from my mind
And at last lay them in the ground
And yet I stand, forever the fool
Clinging now to hope, that bitter fantasy
Not for myself, but for those I love
That they might find for themselves
That which has abandoned me
My Favorite Blues Song by TheDemiFiend, literature
Literature
My Favorite Blues Song
I know it might sound cliche
But in your eyes I see the stars
And your smile seems to me
To be the rising sun and breaking day
I can taste the lie on your lips
Savoring till the kiss is done
So good that I almost believe
That when I turn, you will not run
I'll hold you here in my arms
Even as your walls break down
I'll wipe away every single tear
Even as the rain drops hit the ground
To see you smile and hear you cry
I could hold you all night long
And I'll whisper into your ear;
My Godiva, you're my very favorite blues song.
But I know that you'll be gone
Before I wake the following day
I can make you smile, blush, and moan
But I just ca
My dear, take my hand
And this storm we shall weather
You think yourself a broken doll
Then let me put you back together
Through my eyes you are so beautiful
If only you would let me show you
You stay so guarded, so distant
If only you would let me know you
You say my gaze pierced your soul
And I saw the pain in which you drown
But I lost myself behind your eyes
And never do I want to be found
I told you from the very start
How far we go is your choice
But you found your way into my heart
And I can't hear music without hearing your voice
You hoped to spare me from your pain
But there is such beauty in your sorrow
I want to
Who can know the heart of the Sun?
Shining so high, so hot, and so bright
No mortal can know its secrets
Least of all those who hide from its light
What could burden something so high?
What could trouble the heart of a star?
The places where shadows are cast
Failed by the light shining from afar
Perhaps should a single flower
Be denied a single shining ray
The Sun's heart would darken
And rainclouds cover that day
For what is the point in the sunrise
And what is the point in the morn
If all can't experience the joy
Would not the Sun's heart be torn
Who can know the heart of a star?
Who can know what troubles the Sun?
So lone
I suffer now in your silence
As an angel fallen from paradise
Cast down; an act of violence
Never again to fly and rise
Tell me how I lost your favor
Tell me how I gained your ire
Help me climb from the ashes
Help me reclaim your fire
You helped mend shattered wings
And gave me the will to fly once more
Don't silence your heavenly voice
I beg you; don't close Eden's door
Now I begin to grow so cold
The ashes blocking out my sight
Please blanket me in your darkness
Please bathe me in your light
Tell me the words I have to say
To make this fever dream come true
Tell me what words I have to write
That would let me belong to you
I'll write the lyrics to the song
That for me, you wish to sing
To hear the music flow from your lips
A sound I wish would forever ring
Which words will make you stay?
Whisper them softly in my ear
Tell me which words to say
To take away all your fear
You fell in love with my words
But you inspire every rhyme
My words fell in love with you
And now I write to make you mine
What You Will Do To Me by TheDemiFiend, literature
Literature
What You Will Do To Me
You say I am temptation
The serpent to your Eve
But I've had a realization
It was you who tempted me
Everything I've done to you
You've returned to me in kind
Thoughts of what you'll do to me
Consume my waking mind
So let our webs become entangled
Let our rivers be entwined
You've shared with me your madness
Now come and taste of mine
I see not now, nor in memory
That beauty which in days past
Filled, inspired, and breathed into me
Love, and fire, and magic cast
I know now no muses
I know now no peace
Only shed blood and faded bruises
As I pray now for release
My dreams, they are empty
No meaning to be found
I take them now from my mind
And at last lay them in the ground
And yet I stand, forever the fool
Clinging now to hope, that bitter fantasy
Not for myself, but for those I love
That they might find for themselves
That which has abandoned me
My Favorite Blues Song by TheDemiFiend, literature
Literature
My Favorite Blues Song
I know it might sound cliche
But in your eyes I see the stars
And your smile seems to me
To be the rising sun and breaking day
I can taste the lie on your lips
Savoring till the kiss is done
So good that I almost believe
That when I turn, you will not run
I'll hold you here in my arms
Even as your walls break down
I'll wipe away every single tear
Even as the rain drops hit the ground
To see you smile and hear you cry
I could hold you all night long
And I'll whisper into your ear;
My Godiva, you're my very favorite blues song.
But I know that you'll be gone
Before I wake the following day
I can make you smile, blush, and moan
But I just ca
My dear, take my hand
And this storm we shall weather
You think yourself a broken doll
Then let me put you back together
Through my eyes you are so beautiful
If only you would let me show you
You stay so guarded, so distant
If only you would let me know you
You say my gaze pierced your soul
And I saw the pain in which you drown
But I lost myself behind your eyes
And never do I want to be found
I told you from the very start
How far we go is your choice
But you found your way into my heart
And I can't hear music without hearing your voice
You hoped to spare me from your pain
But there is such beauty in your sorrow
I want to
Who can know the heart of the Sun?
Shining so high, so hot, and so bright
No mortal can know its secrets
Least of all those who hide from its light
What could burden something so high?
What could trouble the heart of a star?
The places where shadows are cast
Failed by the light shining from afar
Perhaps should a single flower
Be denied a single shining ray
The Sun's heart would darken
And rainclouds cover that day
For what is the point in the sunrise
And what is the point in the morn
If all can't experience the joy
Would not the Sun's heart be torn
Who can know the heart of a star?
Who can know what troubles the Sun?
So lone
I suffer now in your silence
As an angel fallen from paradise
Cast down; an act of violence
Never again to fly and rise
Tell me how I lost your favor
Tell me how I gained your ire
Help me climb from the ashes
Help me reclaim your fire
You helped mend shattered wings
And gave me the will to fly once more
Don't silence your heavenly voice
I beg you; don't close Eden's door
Now I begin to grow so cold
The ashes blocking out my sight
Please blanket me in your darkness
Please bathe me in your light
Tell me the words I have to say
To make this fever dream come true
Tell me what words I have to write
That would let me belong to you
I'll write the lyrics to the song
That for me, you wish to sing
To hear the music flow from your lips
A sound I wish would forever ring
Which words will make you stay?
Whisper them softly in my ear
Tell me which words to say
To take away all your fear
You fell in love with my words
But you inspire every rhyme
My words fell in love with you
And now I write to make you mine
What You Will Do To Me by TheDemiFiend, literature
Literature
What You Will Do To Me
You say I am temptation
The serpent to your Eve
But I've had a realization
It was you who tempted me
Everything I've done to you
You've returned to me in kind
Thoughts of what you'll do to me
Consume my waking mind
So let our webs become entangled
Let our rivers be entwined
You've shared with me your madness
Now come and taste of mine
Haven't updated this journal since I first switched back to this account. Well.
Current situation is I'm working on a book. I'm pissed because my car's broke down. I'm looking forward to seeing my dad next week after he gets out of prison. I'm frustrated because the woman I'm interested in is playing games with me.
That about sums it up for now.